Welcome to my World

so yesterday da 23..he has a court hearing..and surprise surprise he went to jail..me n his mom were there wen he got handcuffed..almost made me cry..had to be strong i guess..he was like w.e about it..even he had said that he was ok wit going in..now i dont even know wat to think..this ticket or w.e it is he has from 5 yrs ago so of course they didnt let him ask for an extension..its only the first day without him and i already miss him blahh..i didnt think i loved him this much..i know i love da kid..but damn up to da point where i feel like i need him..my life sucks man..it seems like we broke up..n hes guna be there for 30 days..a whole damn month..might as well break up n then once hes out just get back together..sighs..i hate this i really really do…i dont know wat to do..he called n i got super happy but da damn thing is not even working i put in my credit card and everything and it still didnt go thru its like damn i just wanna talk to him..sighs…this is the part donde yo me alejo little by little..i cant love sumone so much like that..its damn scary….n i feel dissapointed in him..like why now why did he decide now..and i feel like i dont know him i talked wit his mom..and i feel like if he doesnt lsiten to his mom how da hell is he guna listen to me..theres a whole other part of him that i dont know..and dats wats scary too..i dont know if thats shud be it..like fudge man..i know wen u love sumone u have to be wit them thru the bad it just sucks u know..not even valentines..like really? well w.e then i guess..then wen he gets out he has another case on hold and if they take him again its prolly another month..2 months like really? i mean i done it before with one of my exes but at the time we were just talking and then he came back n it turned out that he was guna leave again n i couldnt do it…this time im really alone..i guess its time to be on big time nerd mode and get my crap together and just focus on skool. i know this month is guna take forever..but oh well..crap happens..and then again i know how it feels to be left alone wen u really need ur partner..wellp thats all for now..lates!

DEC 5

me-oh cool. more time to handle las dos lol jk. well then 2morrow we can go to bufallo wild wings

h- lol shut up then ur guna start believeing it. ok sounds good wat time? n are u still coming over tomorrow or till we go out?

m- well i believe it either way :p like around 2 or till w.e ur free from taking ur bro

h- well dont it will only cause problems..yeah around 2 is fine

m- mmm i know silly :p..

and then later that night

m- its ok dont even worry besides why wud i let u have another day ‘alone’ unless of course u want it

h- mas te vale. are u kidding me?! im dying without u :p and yea aunke no me creas i am alone

m- lol..haha so cute..oh si muy solito who was dat girl nxt to u huh huh lol..aww baby i told u ke le dijieras a alguien ke te acompanara

h- well right now its this 60 -70 yrs old abuelita wit glasses and white curly hair..but i dont know her personally. i know but i couldnt find anyone that likes this stuff as much as me plus no kiero im tired lets go home lol

m-  haha ur such a dork..mmm! cud have asked a classmate. but good u went like a ‘good’ boy all alone lol

h- yeah i guess i could have but i dont really talk to any of them. yeah i thought that might be the safest bet i dont need any of those ideas in that pretty head of urs

m- yeah def. a guy that thinks things thru. dats ur safest bet forever..or of course till we last lol

h- lol thanks ya vez ya te conosco..aye babe le echas la sal on our relationship

m- lol l lil to well sumtimes.i dont do it on purpose.just forever is kinda :o forever lol

h- haha well thats cuz i actually listen on wat u say. i know and i understand that forever is tambien not certain but its a better thought to live with than anticipation of wen it will be over

m- good. pues si u got a point but ive learned not to expect so much. dont get me wrong i wud love a ‘forever’ kinda story. im a hopeless romantic as much as i hate to admit

h- lol really? i am too..well its ok then ur setting the bar low for me which gives me more of a chance so it can work to my advantage so im guessing most of my actions have been surprising then lol

m- ur always surprising  me one way or another. lol it is working towards ur advantage. it was way up there member all those smart comments after all ur nice sweet comments lol. dats only me not wanting to believe so i wouldnt like u dat much more n cheesy but u def. brought my sweeter side out

h- good sumtimes i guess. oh yes u wre making things difficult to accept that  fact that u liked me too haha. its ok i love cheese :p.but thats a good thing lets keep it that way we dont need u on that grinch mode lol

m- lol always making sumthing difficult right. for once i let my feelings win besides u didnt make it any easier for me u were still such a sweetheart.lol ur so silly dork

h- ugh haha yes. well i feel honored that u did for me and cant wait to see how they develop. well it wouldnt have been special if there wasnt a struggle makes our story more romantic i think. hey sumones gotta make u laugh and smile

m- i know u love challenges lol.they can only keep growing n growing since everything is so great!oh yes our story is already interesting as it is. romantic..unexpected..dramatic..funny..n of course no one else but u to keep me smiling

h- haha yes u know i do but only some. well lets keep watering them but it feels good that im doing a good job.lol yes very interesting y dramatic ke ni se diga. but thats the good thing our relationship is so diverse that we can make it work or have fun in any situation. u know its a full time job keeping u happy but im happy to fill the position muah!

m- n i hope im doing as good of a job as u are. lol dramatic. dat being in ur part haha jk n yup we end up pulling thru no matter wat da situation has been . ay dork well glad ur willing to do that job. its not that hard to keep me happy silly :p

h- of course u are silly dramatic that is haha.. but yeah u are most def. doing a wonderful job. as bad as its gotten chad u havent given up so easy. no i know its not hard wen ur willing but sure make it difficult wen u get negative or doubtful but i seem to always get thru

m- haha punk..awesome..u falling asleep? whos chad? haha..but yeah wit u i havent given up dat easily..yes wen i become stubborn its not that easy :p especially wen those crazy ideas come along lol

h- no lol watching batman cartoons..haha chad?? idk dumb auto correct i dont know wat i actually meant..hope u can put up wit my a$$ haha..yes those crazy ideas. babe im cold! sleeping wit a scarf wrapped in my blanket

m- haha i couldnt figure it out either..but good thing it wasnt a girls name now that wud have been all bad lol..well so far so good in handling u.aww poor baby i wish i cud keep u warm. babe u need more blankets than the one u have

m- its ok not important. oh yes lol or nunca me la acabo y de seguro that would have been the name de ‘la otra’ . yeah def. beleive me i wish u cud thatll be the day its kool for 2morrow night im guna look for the portable heater

and then it was just good night and all that stuff

DEC 7

h- well tell him ke se chupe el dedo cuz im guna take the weekends soon enough..no silly i dont have any plans except wit the most beautiful girl in the world. but sure babe te acompano

DEC 8

h- its kool ill be fine by then. bueno take care have a good day at work ill be here doing hw and of course missing u

later at night

m- hey hunnybunches im home now. sorry for being a lil on da DM

h- hey babe im glad. its ok silly its not like its every day just hate seeing u like that

m- true it just got to me. u know theres only so much we can handle. just had to let it out

h- hey ill tell u this my shoulders always here for u to cry on n will do my best to comfort u

DEC 9

h- its ok i fell asleep early too thanks to my lil heater. damn im sorry i made u feel that way and this time it is my fault i wish there was sumthing i can do to make u feel better

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h- haha no im not that predictable or maybe jokingly..i dont care wat everyone else thinks of me only urs..the only time im a bad boy is wen u ask me to be;)

m-maybe not but its such a guy excuse. well ive always thought uve been a good guy..ohh yes i love it wen ur bad wit me lol

h- lol well i am a guy. so i know how to be that stereotype but i choose not to..good that way u can actually like me longer..lol yes next time u shud spank me

m- lol good cuz dat just makes u one of a kind.. haha oh silly as much as i like u it sure can be a long time..haha hilarious babe spank da naughty boy

h- i hope ur smart enought to keep me then..oh good that makes me feel all the lucky to have u since i am one the lucky few bfs u actually like..ur a trooper how u play along. i know ur prob on ur way to work so good luck and let me know if u got that extra student so i wont be waiting up if u do

more later at night

m- haha aomg! sooo close. its all ur fault since u keep me laughing

h- well u were in a funny mood so it kept me going wit ur near slips i swear if u wud of cracked ur head if we wud  of stayed there long enough

m- haha damn if u wouldnt have been there to catch me i swear i would have fell lol. ur floor is extra slippery..after we do it i feel just so extra relaxed

h- lol i know how romantic was that all ill continue to catch u in my arms every time..corny on purpose.well maybe i shouldnt sweep it as often so it wont be so slippery lol..thats a good thing ill be ur stress reliever

m- aww cute..haha i def. wont forget not to get crazy once i get off ur bed..yes babe the best stress reliever..sighs ur so awesome

h- lol lesson learned its ok pero ya vez te me pones loca after we do it thats wen u become dangerous. thanks but awesomeness is all u for making me feel so good about everything. have that same smile at work right now that i cant get rid off

m- haha its so weird cuz u wud think it wud calm me down but it makes me all hyper wanting more! ..lol well u shud cuz ur really pretty awesome… aww i love that smile

h- haha aye my energizer bunny..who wud have thought shy u being such a freak..thanks stoked that u think so..its funny how thats wat u like the most and lucky for u thats wat i do the most

m- haha just low key babe..cuz i do good wit pulling off da innocent look. def. lucky me..i mean ur already as cute as is but wit ur smile. u know em dead;)

h- lol yes u cud of fooled me but as soon as that sexy dress came on i was like this girl is a freak..lol not thats the most flattering thing i have ever heard. i wud be blushing right now

m- dat dress!! ay ya yaii..ill wear it one day again wen we go clubbing since u really seem to like it so much..realyl dork? u seem like da kinda guy dat always gets compliments :p

h- lol i actually do liked it but its more the memory that it brought..no babe i really dont get that many compliments maybe cuz i look stuck up like u said lol

m- lol vegas.everytime i look at it makes me smile. drama dress. n wen i first took care of da future bf..mm i guess so they never imagine ke ur not THAT conceided

h-haha yes the drama starter..i bet it does..good times..yes which u did really btw alwamost as if u were my gf for that night. hey im not conceided at all

m-haha my crazy of a drunkie friend..nah babe im just messing ur not even close to conceided..if u were dat def, wudda been a turn off..cant stand a guy like that

h- more like psycho. thats a relief but no worries i may play around like i am but im really not like that in real life

m- def. p psycho ..u dork..low key u know ur hot! one day…one day ull admit it lol

DEC 11

me- haha yes def. need it..but i get a diff. kinda fix once a wk. so its all good lol

h- haha ur so bad..but ill be ur doc. any time. i raelly cant wait how silly ur guna get after its over

m- lol my kinda doctor..haha more crazy times..well babe enjoy da game

h- u know it. geez just shoo away lol its no big deal im just here at home

m-haah cuz its weekender time! jk silly..weell i didnt know geezz

h— thats it im guna kick the weekenders a$$ wen i see him grr..babe u swear im out at a sports bar or sumthing

m- dats not nice. he actually likes u .. i thought u wud be wit ur other gf since i heard she also likes to watch da games wit u lol

h- lmao ya tambien con eso but lets not even go there cuz i invite u to watch the games wit me pero no kieres. well im sorry wen it comes to my gf i dont like sharing so i dont like him

m- ah ya vez dats why u invite the other girl..im messing silly! well one day ill tell u lets go watch a game..oh shilly sharing is caring lol

h- -.- dats wit weed not ur gf so if another girl ask u to share would u? ill gladly watch a game wit u

m- ok cool..haha of course if i share u share..NOOO i wud never. of sumone else wants u well tough luck she can wait her turn

h- lol well i wud hope not cuz then that means ur into some far out stuff. well they might grow spider webs and collect dust in line cuz i dont plan to be available any time soon

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m-i got more hrs for tutoring..i hope u do find sumthing to get urself busy. asi i dont have to worry about u going off..doing god knows wat

h- well good luck wit ur math kids since i know u need it..yeah dont worry babe ill be good gym chored is how ill spend my afternoons

m- lol thx i def. need it ..chores cough another girl cough lol

h- im sure ull do fine..shut up lol..ill patiently wait for the only girl i desire to get off work

DEC 12

we had a lil fight..i was annoyed cuz i told him why i couldnt hang out that day and he said that i didnt have to give him a list ((later he told me tat he thought it was just excuses)) and then i told him that my ex had not txted me back so i wanst sure if i was guna go and he said ok let me know wen ur coming

m- yes [name]  if he txts me i will let u know. si no pues no. ok then good night

h- wow ok seems to me u got things to work out night

and hr later i txt him

m- yup sure do. hey punk sry wasnt trying to be rude. i hope ur not mad

and then like 4 hrs later he txts me

h- well i would be lying if i told u i didnt get mad but what evs guess im over it..hope u got ur work done

DEC 13

m- well geez i wasnt trying to get u mad. i was annoyed i guess. and of course it goes back to me dat i did sumthing wrong. effed up i said sorry then u just kinda brush it off n send ur txt saying but w.e..fine then w.e. well anyways hope ur having an awesome day

h- yeah i didnt mean to make u feel like it didnt matter but yeah it made me mad that u snapped at me just because ur having an  off day but then i though about it..prob. shes just stressing it wit finals week and getting into the routine of working again so i said w.e like it aint nuthing to get mad about and wen u didnt txt back i just assumed u needed time to ur self i mean i get it it can get suffocating at times..thanks i will soon after i pick up my check im off to da mall

m- yeah guess it can get like that. if dats hoe u see it. but no worries im giving u this wk off from me lol. take care

h- omg thats not how i see it…i miss u all da time…so are we still going out this weekend?

m- if u say so . well its up to u

h- haha ok so were back to ur smart comments..well of course i want to especially if ur gna punish me all week..a wise friend  said to me u got to know if shes worth going thru all the BS and if u ask me ur more than worth it i dont care how many times u snap yell scream and throw smart comments at me yeah they might get me down but not enough to push me away bcuz ur def. worth it..now the question is so u even wanna go out wit me or did u play me out already

he wrote that before me going into work so i got out will like 6 and he wrote

h- babe im sorry plz dont be mad at me no more :(

m- lol its not even punishment. see it as free time con la otra. n ur friend is def. very wise..i guess its also a lil sumthing called love..well i dont mean to make u feel bad..i just have one more final n the stress is over!. sry so bear wit me..if i didnt miss u then i wud know i played u out silly..but u havent..ugh this is wat i get for doing everything at the last minute and i been on a diet sin comer haha n its been frustrating

h- lol ya sabes ke no tengo u are my one n only silly. its kool babe i can understand final stress so good luck study hard..muuah!

him much later

h- well babe im home. im guna call it an early night..dont stress to bad and best of luck  miss u lots xoxo muah!..u know those kisses r to death

m- ok glad ur home safe and thanks..miss u too..lol tons of kisses to u too. enough  for all da days we havent seen each other. nighty night n sweet dreams

DEC 14

hey babe im home i could really use ur hugs right now

m-hey babe wats wrong

he ended up calling me and told me about wat happened wit his bro. he got into a figth with him and his bro scratch and bit him :/

DEC 15

h- muuah i miss u and need u more than ever in these moments. have a good day at work muah muah muah to death

m- ya sabes for w.e u need im here for u hunnybunches. tons of hugs and kisses for u

h- thanks babe truly u are a blessing

later on that night he went out wit his friends to the movies

m- yay finally a whole weekend wit u

h- a weekend wit u is def. wat the doc. ordered

DEC 17

this was after the club belasco

me-oh yeah? im gunna put on mine..great time even though the hubby was about to get down with two guys. pero always sumthing crazy happens haha ay ya yaii

h- lol yeah u shud and ill like ur post..dude crazy ish happens my life is anything but boring but it makes it all worth it if u had a good time

m- hasnt failed thats for sure.. always makes for a unique night lol

h- lol right well thats good..bueno babe ill let u get some rest since u work later on ke desceanses muuah.sweet dreams

m- ok my sexy pirate lol ke descases nighty night n sweet dreams.see ya later!

h- lol u know it rrr..night

m- lol ay dork. the pixs look cool. its time for new pixs..muah muah lol

h- send them to me or am i guna have to steal them from ur page.si def.a new pix

m- send them thru fb?..the videos si se puede escuchar el..just i moved da camera too much lol

h- well if u can if not ill just copy them after u upload them. yeah mines too came out good except towards the end it moves a lot but my pix of him came out blurry u have the good ones

m- all right ill try ..haha its also a memory of all da pushing dat makes it all shaky lol. ay silly eres un pelionero

h- lol ok and yes def. a memory lets not forget the spilling of drinks..well he was all up on my hair plus those two chicks next to us would have beat his a$$

m- hah ay todos salieron pelioneros alli. ay esta yo ni en cuenta ke tenias pegue con la chinita y ke te estaba defendiendo mm!!

h- lol yeah thats wat happens wen they get likor balls. no era pegue celosa she just had our backs :p

m-haha balls? or bottles lol..right..te digo tu solo en un club al final si sales con un monton de ggirls.. pero bueno this is wat i get for having such a hot bf

h- lol no i meant balls like courgade..haha thanks babe u flatter me

m-ohh haha yeah true that..ya para la otra te kedas tu home all safe n sounds..mientras yo salgo con uno not so good looking n ill feel better knowing ur safe at home y no andas de coketo ni nada haha

dec 2

h- thanks dork thats why i like u so damn much :) muah!……………..hey babe u left me hurting lol my damn cuzins crack me up since i take over her shift both of my cuzins were here one saying wen we guna have a kid blah blah blah the usual wen u guna get married..and her sis says damn why u trying to rush him? she says i wanna see sumone tie him down lol they always ask about u.well hope ur doing ur hw silly

m- hey dork. si pero le segias..haha pues now a days ya being almost 25 ya te estas tardando. ya vez ya vez te conose tu cuzin dat ur a wild one lol

h- haha it was hard not to..yeah but thats still young imagine im only a yr away lol but its ok i think u have the potential to tame me

m- lol yeah def. hard..yup still young for that..well so far i think i bring out that good in u so yeah maybe i do have that potential

h- def. still ways to go..yes strangely enough u do but ive always been good

i knocked out for a while and then started txting again.its one of those long fridays

m- i woke up :o i was txting wit this one guy

h- oh one guy how many do u have?

m- lol just u dork. im not u wit the five other girls u have. hope at least one kept u company tonight

h- lol hope u can keep it that way/ haha w.e si like i have time for 5 none the less.well the only girl that matters in my life decided to nap half way

m- -.- lol of course i can keep it that way silly. ok ok bueno no 5 just 2 pues. aw she couldnt hang. man had to many dreams. only in my dream do we argue and get super mad at each other

h-good then we shud be fine. im talking about u dork it was pretty lonely without u. lol well better than nuthing i guess do we at least resolve most of them? u know ur dreams are the certain place where anything can co me true and u choose to argue. ur crazy babe

m- aw sry babe nxt time ill keep u comp.esta vez me acoste bad idea. haha no not always for the most part we stay mad n u go wit ur “lovely” ex for comfort.haha i do dream good stuff its da bad dat stands out n its like ugh not again

h- haha se laying down is automatic KO but its ok i forgive u this time..ohh babe de lo ke suenas i dont know why u keep thinking i wud go back to her for comfort wen ive told u ur my escape into my world of la la land. u  know i really hate her

m- i know i hate my dreams sumtimes..good..wat really?

h- see i need to be there wit u so u can have sweet ones..yes really thats why i dont get why u think i wud want her wen i left her in the first place i cud never trust her like i do u

m- yes def. i think that wud work. well yeah maybe u couldnt trust her but i guess shes just as much as a crazy ex as mine with the stories on how u still wanted her after vegas n dat she didnt. so i just felt like eh i was just a second option to her since she didnt wanna take u back or w.e

h- i wish i cud..wtf? no i vr talked to her after vegas i was to busy falling in love wit u dont u ever think ur second to anything that witch is crazy

m- well she sure is. but like ive said she must still like u one way or another to try and ruin wat we have wit all dat. babe! ke descanses.muuah

h- ive told u she hit me up wanting to talk about sumthing before vegas wanting to hang out i told her fine so i invited her to a party and i told her we cud talk there. she thought i was trying to get at her but i let her know right away that i didnt want anything to do wit her in that way that if any talking needed to be done was only just burry the hatchet and thats wen she said she was going out wit my friend. i think she thought it wud make me jealous witch plz im over u. well dont worry theres no force strong enough that will rip me apart from u sweet dreams

m- yeah u did tell me.and in her head it was the other way around. u wanting her back. but ke no cuz she had a bf and she didnt want problems and that even coming back from vegas after some wks u saw her and u guys did it algo asi cuz if she wud have said no u wud have told her bf about u guys.lol sounds like a novela. i swear im just waiting for the day ke nos topemos shud be fun haha

h- lol i got the messages on fb im saving them for moments like those to set the record straight i can show them to u anytime u want. now u know thats bs. i was sitting in da back seat of the car wit u the whole time i didnt txt da way back. lmao now thats an even greater load of crap u know im not  that kind of guy to black mail for s..ex i dont even force it on u and i respect my friends especially ones that ive known since birth. i swear babe that lil effer better stop putting crap in ur head i know where he lives at now so he better watch it

m- babe dat stuff comes from her not him. well all but the s..ex part dat came from a segun another guy dat likes her n he she tells him everything too

h- sighs.how many times has his info been bs in my book to many times to count.even u said it urself that some of that stuff was fake.i know hes the one replying messages to u wit that supposebly she said crap.see he cant even back up his story wit one source he had to make up another in order to make me sound bad.al he does is take half the truth and twist them to his own benefit. but ive been good from the very first day i met u bcuz once i set eyes on u i knew wat i needed

m- well true.. def. puts it in ways ke benefits him n also makes ur ex seems just as crazy wit them ideas..haha yes another source for the drama. but babe at the end of the day im wit u regardless of all that bs. n its always good to hear dat u been good..u just hope i dont regret all this trust i have in u silly

h- lol true they can be crazy together for all i care..babe ur absolutely right at the end of the day its u and me. i love wen u tell me things as nice as those. babe if we cud be immortal if make u fall in love wit me more times that we can count and not once regret a day together let alone regret ur trust

m-n i love it wen u say them too.wel see u already manage to do that every day

..he ended up falling asleep it was already 8 in da morning..that was a long night

in the morning/afternoon DEC 3

i told him i had erased my last chat thingy

h- thats good news cuz im not guna lie it was bugging me but im glad ur taking me serious

m-ay babe si i had told u to just be straight up wit me that night. of course im guna take w.e u say to me seriously n ive always taken u seriously. i told u since da beg. i dont like my bfs telling me wat to do. pero tambien doesnt mean u have to hold back in telling me things. in da end yeah i make the decision to listen or not. n i know u know how much i like u so of course ill listen silly

h- i know i know babe yes ur right i did hold back a bit bcuz of wat u said about bfs telling u want to do but it would make me wonder is she still using them like u said u had one left but i would tell myself i was only tripping out but u always know how to reassure me on how much i mean to u

m- the one i use the most was the one i deactivated first, so no the one i took off last night i hardly went on it. well its always good to talk about it. and como me as dicho and not just let it sit in ur head just wondering. ill listen pero si ya despues its like oh u cant go wit ur friends. u cant wear dat. do that. then thats the only time i put a stop to it. n end up lying about stuff. but were old enough to not go down that path n feel dat insecure n of course babe ya sabes i dont want u feeling paranoid

h- oh ok u n ur addictions. yes that sitting in ur head really messed u up.. i know u listen cuz u actually think things thru. oh trust me that wont happen i do trust u enough to go out wit ur chick friends and believe me i wud nvr tell u dont wear that or this de por si i tell u to wear short stuff all da time. i love wen u get all sexy looking.. but yes we are mature enough not to be insecure and as long as where honest with one another i dont see why we cant be happy for a long time or a reason to be paranoid

m- es ke segun yo it wasnt a bad thing. but yes i have been thinking things thru..yeah mientras ensene mas mejor huh haha dork..and yes u r def. right we dont have issues wit da honesty since we do have good communication.waaay tooo gooodd lol. so yes i take it well be happy for a long time

h- aye babe who u trying to fool but its good that u can actually commit. well no mas conmigo of course. thats the advantage of knowing u for 6-7 yrs i can feel comf. telling u anything plus ur calm u dont over react well most of the time haha

m- haha i can wen i really do try n care for the person. si no im still just doing my own thing. lol oh yes just wit u..haha yes buddy for super long. -.- lies i dont ever over react haha. just wen its necessary n im being yelled at like dat one time uh huh yup lol

h-lol well i have this feeling that u really do care. so im not worried about u”doing ur own thing”lol ur a dork eres dramatica like urs truly and u know it haha ur song

m- ya vez i like how sure u can be of that. haha yes u r dramatic.and baby thats all ur song :p

h- yes somethings i can be sure of call it a sixth sense..lol if u say so babe. ur dads not watching the boxing?

m- 6th sense uh oh :O ay babe ur such a dork. no they went to a party

and that was pretty much it

DEC 4

h- y le sigues i dont have one of those if anything thats wat i should be telling u

m- haha sure. put it on me now

h- ur the one wit the online adventures. babe i know ive said to be open and its me prob just being insecure but u know how we called it an addiction was it to the site or really ur friend?

m- yeah online adventures not real life like u. well i guess overall just chatting ‘addiction’ nuthing particular that it had to do wit my friend. even though for a while i did chat more wit him than it came to talking to u. n u know ive had to much time in my hands n i wus just be on that site since its thru my fone

h- babe i swear on my life that ive been good. well this aint a good start but i guess thats like im sure theres guna be bumps along the way but dam i just hope this feeling goes away soon feel like i was doing sumthing was wrong

m- and i believe u. no this had nuthing to do wit u so theres no reason wat so ever for u to feel like u were doing sumthing wrong. and this was before me n u became a lil more serious. cuz recently i really wasnt on it as much.. n i dont even think i cud really call anyone on their a friend..the only one that did wrong was me. i know it. come on babe ive always told u ur the best bf anyone cud ever ask for n i feel lucky to have u silly. guessed it bugged u more that u made it appear

h- oh i see but its good to know even though it dont feel good that way any doubt thats there can go away..yeah ur right it did but i tried not to let get to me cuz i thought since its only an online thing i thought it wud be over reacting and figured i could get over it no prob. maybe it was just the fact that u did it behind my back but i feel good about it now i just needed to talk it out or in this case txt it out

m- well i wouldnt have told u u were over reacting. just let it out. and it seems so bad saying that i was doing it behind ur back cuz i nvr met up wit anyone from that site. like i wud back then. and good im glad u r. i really wouldnt mess this up for anything dork.. believe me i really wouldnt

h- i know i know but i thought i could of handled it. lol yeah i didnt mean it to sound worse than it was just could not think of a better way of saying it . i believe u i really do bcuz i cud see the effort ur and improvement in our relationship that ur giving

m- well see it helps to talk about it pero no as entendido! yeah i do try and its been a while but i still know how to be good for real

h- yes it does. im getting better at it. i know u think its easy for me to express myself but its reallly not .scared to say somthing that will push u away..hah dont worry its been a while for me too havent felt this serious about anyone in a while. well its about time sumeone  ties u down for a bit  my wild child

m- guess u cud say were both working in expressing ourselves. well the only time u wud scare me away is wen u tell me ke uve always had sumone else. wen ur ‘truth’ comes out. oh yes a wild child calming another wild child interesting huh lol

h- yes thats very true the important thing is that were trying i know were not perfect but we can make it work to come close . lol well good u wont leave me cuz dat wont happen. now that u mention it very interesting this wild child was just getting tired of his wild life by himself n needed someone just as crazy to share it with

m- yup def. the important thing..haha good silly..aww but yes now u have sumone  to share crazy adventured wit <3

h-thanks ill let u go now gota get up early for work.muahh

m- oh by da way im not guna be able to make it to go wit u to the museum

h- its ok i figured dont trip have fun babe. ill see u tues.

m- thx. n yes for sure tues. be good i better not hear u went wit sum girl lol

h- dont worry im guna go by myself .yeah aber if u dont flake

m- mmm! oh pues i wont..nighty nighty..muuah!

now 27

him-poor u make sure u take a warm bath and wrap urself up..btw cant believe we fighting on fb lol

m- i showered n im warm ..haha aww our first cyber fight

h- lol good i still need to but i raided the fridge first..yes our first cyber fight and its a fake one

m-lol ay mi sexy gordito ..andale a banarse u prolly have sand all over ur boootaayy lol..yeah u think its fake..sooo wats ur excuse huh huh  lol

h- yes dork ur right i do i was trying to get that out at carls jr..lol i hope it is but ill play along as long as we could do the make up [] dat follows..im thinking of a good one lol

m- haha it feels so umconf. being full of sand..lol mira mira weelli guess u can get sum make up []..uuu babe ur a guy u shud know plenty of excuses.i cudda came up wit a quick one

h- lol yes it does but all clean now. ok ok cant get excited got to get back to im angry excuse mode..really cuz its hard to get away from a post like dat

m- finally clean..haha real life i wudda gone crazy  on ur wall and u wudda had thousands of txts lol

h- yuo. oh man thank god its fake lol that wud have been all bad..haha well then ill take u in while u get better ill be ur doctor

m- oh yes all bad..cuz dats wen ull meet psycho me *evil laugh*..dats my kinda doctor haha

NOV 28

h- lol well if ur calling urself a stick cuz i was feeling around n theres nuthing tabla about u ;)

m- haha ur such a dork. n yes esas manos ke no dejan de andar de traviesos..it was a fun morning mr.roughnees

h- sry dork i just have to get use to wrestling around u i know i can be rough. u know each body parts have a mind of there own n the hands just love urs.yes i gotta say wen me n u get together its always a good time

m- lol its ok i guess im guna have to man up n take a lil bit of roughness haha.its a good workout. gets me allll tired. ah yes they def. do specially our dearest friend lol..yup i love dat its always like dat. even in da bad moments it always manages to turn around..geezz babe lets get mad at each other for at least a day lol jk

h- lol yes babe just take it get tough. see i told u wit me ull never get fat and would always make u feel good about urself one way or another haha..yea just cuz ur sickk doesnt mean ur day has to be gloomy..lol well we did have our rough days in the beg. but i doubt being mad wud feel as nice as wen we get along

m- haha yes n the one day ill b able to pin u down..si babe im sure one way or another aunke kede redondita n squish u to death in bed lol.true cuz just make me forget about my sickness.well yeah it wouldnt it just seems to good to be true lol

h- lol oh yes dat day wud be an instant ^..lmao redondita pero asi te kiero..well dats how it shud be we were with each other ur my escape. babe dont be scared of true happiness u deserve it

m-haha ur crazy.well good my sexy gordito..aww sumtimes i wish i didnt held back so much cuz ur very good at telling ur feelings..i guess babe i dont think i do like i told u cuz ever since dat happened ive felt like i dont deserve it.but i guess i just gotta let it be

h-feel sumthing for me or else u wouldnt be wit me and its ok take ur time im sure ull open up eventually..plz u need to stop beating urself over that u took charge in ur life and thats respectable

m- weeel its been a while since ive actually liked a bf since day 1.its been usually well hes nice enough i guess i cud learn to love him. y aunke i really dont think ke u have sum other girl on da side there is other things dat i was told ke i do think about.pero i obviously havent let it get to me..yeah babe i kno i do but the one time i had to grow up and take charge it just screwed me up. i do think about it. i do feel alone wen it comes to that. but hey those r da consequences. im not guna lie wen i wud feel down cuz of dat i wud talk to him and even just up to recently. cuz even though he left me he knows wat it was like after

h- aye silly welll im lucky. i guess u must be picky too if uve havent lifed a bf for a while..look all i can say to ur doubts is i have been and continue to be honest and all want is for u to be da same. so ur saying u wud talk to him about it?

m- haha not picky at all. but i guess some ppl just make u feel diff. they either do or they dont. pues ive always been honest wit u aunke i know i had my doubts on ur honesty n u know why. yeah i have even wit all da drama dats sumthing we cud always relate to. n ihad my issue on how ur guna reach to it

h- thats right some ppl do especially ones as pretty as u. its ok were working on it and it has gotten better. well babe i dont have a problem u talking to him i just hope that hes not putting u down instead of actually helping u..look ill tell u this wen it comes to things like that i always try and put myself in that persons shoes. especially if its a person i really care for i wud try and be understanding thats why i was a gentleman from the start

m- aww thx silly..yeah it only had gotten better. well he nvr brought me down wen it came to that n no i dont talk to him anymore about it n to tell u the truth i wud actually feel bad doing it wen hes nuthing more to me n wud prolly just start confusing me. well im glad u can be understanding

h- good n ill try my best to keep it that way. well dork like ive told u im not guna judge u im here to be ur friend so feel free to talk things out even if its not about us im here ill listen

m. ur an awesome one of a kind friend. n im glad i can count on u for everything.muuuahh

h- thanks ur kisses r the best

m- thanks n so r urs! all ur kissees will nvr get old

NOV 29

h- good luck. im always good remember ur da bad one

m-thc. wat? haha no seas mentiroso

h- well werent u the one who said uve nvr been good until now wit me

m- no that wasnt me. u got the wrong girl lol

h-lol well i doubt that my investigation says ur the perfect match

m- haha well lucky u i like u enough to be good and not be going out doing stuff i shouldnt

h- haha well that makes me one very happy bf and i feel da same way on that subject

m- lol silly well im glad cuz ive heard how bad u can be

h- lol well i was bad but now ive been so good i think i deserve a first class ticket to heaven

m- oh si ssoooo good. well as far as ive known u have been

h- well there u go theres nuthing ive done that u dont already know and the rest is nuthing but us baby

NOV 30

h-good morning princess hope u have a good day. looks gloomy outside take care dont want u getting any worse

h- i am got a headache tho but i wish this day cud have ended better

m- oh well i really am sorry i dont want u to doubt my feelings for u ever.its not a good thing but ive done it for too long n of course i dont know why i always open my mouth wit u haha.well scratch that. i do know why. is cuz weirdly enough ur so understanding n bcuz i like u so damn much i dont wanna mess up so i just needed to tell u

h- i know u are .the headache is not all ur fault thats partly fam problems. thats the last thing i wanna doubt is ur feelings for me. i told u im not here to judge u on ur past habits as long as we correct them. i know ur prob not use to a guy like me but i know u have the potential  to be a wonderful partner. im glad u feel that way cuz u already know how i feel about u so i have to be understanding in order to make this work cuz losing u is not an option

m- well u know if u need to talk about it im always here to just hear u out. n thx im glad u nvr dont cuz in dat case my past wud screw it all up.ive always said theres always guna be dat guy dat can change a girl for the better.sighs its u. just everything dork. u light up my world. n u know i have a thing  wit saying things like that.cuz just da same i dont wanna lose u. by da way i desactivated my account i still have another one but its on myspace but ill get to it

h-thanks dork i can always count on u to hear me out. well wit the record u got it could of. but lucky for u i believe people can change if they want to. awee ur sweet wen u wanna be.well i hope i can really be that guy. yes u and ur sayings. oh ok good. ill be ur internet rehab

m- of course sillt yes very lucky def. glad u believe dat cuz si uno kiere they can change. haha yes i can be sweet punk

and then just g;night n sweet dreams

nov 26

him: lol i will take care of u as long as u eat ur soup and drink ur juice.vicks is only punishment lol

m: haha ur such a punk..but i dont gotta worry cuz i will eat n drink that.with coke here n there like u sick and all n still drinking cold stuff

h: but u love it.thats good see no vicks„haha yes were stubborn ppl but did u know that warm coke is a natural cough syrup

m-ah yes gotta love it..stubborn yes very..oh really? dats interesting well there u go a good remedy

h- u wud say that dork.how much r the disney tickets

m-haha u know it..they have them at 16 21 26..the 21 n the 26 are not bad seating

h- oh their not bad i can even due the 45 seating all right thx just wanna start making a budget

m- ay dork just check n ull see da seating is not bad..ull save urself mm 40 dollars n put that towards vegas n disneyland

h- lol see wat wud i do without u cuz u save me money and yes def towards the vegas fund

m- haha ya vez wat wud U do..im not those kinda gfs ke siempre kieren lo expensive. and of course always looking out for u..yeess veggas!

h-yes babe ur my necessity.good cuz ill admit wen i met u i thought ud be high maintenance.thx it really feels great to have someone so caring..return to the scene of the crime

m-aww..oh no babe not at all surprise surprise i told u just a simple girl lol..no need to thank me silly..oh yes where our lil story began.vegas lol

h- haha good not like it mattered tho my motto is if i have it ill give it but i can dig simple..sry babe got busy at work slowed down again

m-well thats a nice bf. its ok i got into my cleaning which im finally done! n then made me sum french toasts

h- oh ok its cool. asi te dejan salir despues good job .breakfast for dinner lol y eso

m-haha thanks. n yes true. i came out of my room and my dad thought i was sleeping. no i was actually doing sumthing good. i been craving some for a while pero ya vez i nvr wake up dat early

h- lol see he knows ur up to no good. true u dont so i guess breakfast for dinner is ok just this once

m-hey! im always up to sumthing good haha

h-yes babe ur good at being bad

m- haha silly just wit u..yay ur finally almost out.today seemed like such a long time

h- if u say so..yes finally almost out..smh tell me about it and looking at the clock makes it slower

m- deng thats the worse looking at the time it just seems to go slower

h- yes ya mero well tech potty first ive been holding it for about two hrs then get some rest

m- haha really dork? ya vez telling me not to hold it lol smh

h- lol well dont have much choice since im da only one here or else i wouldnt but im this close to closing the doors

m- aww pobrecito just squezze our friend lol

h- haha dont make me laugh punk porke se me sale

m- haha oh godness dat sounds all funny..i wud help u so andale andale squezzeeee! lol

h- lol i can feel ur death grip from all da way here but u can let go now hes here

m- haha ay babe ur hilarious..ya finally hes on empty lol

h- lol well u know im always here for ur own private entertainment.and yes hes drained and ready to go home

m- mm sounds great..aww no fun for him tonight haha well good babe finally

h- u know it..nope he says its only fun wen ur around not interested in anything else. btw im home now babe

m- glad ur home safe silly..haha well im glad he can be faithful

h- babe im all faithful..feels good to just chill cant wait to pick new classes on monday

m- yes silly i know..well at least now i know :p

NOV 22

him: hey babe good  morning.hope class went well and dont forget to go to the library.t.q.m

ya mas en la tarde

me- drive safe

h-i just got here u ok? or is sumthing bugging u?

m- dat was quick. no dork why?

h- lol oh ok i just get a lil cautious wen u send like one word txts but there fine just making sure.ya vez me tienes paranoid

m- haha ay babe. but yes im mad! jk. u get paranoid cuz u prolly think ur girl on da side finally got ahold of me lol

h- perdon maybe u were tired. lol no not even just dont want silly ideas in ur head before u start to believe them

m- nah babe no more silly ideas in my head. which  by da way did u ever write on fb who u were going to the concert with? cuz i was looking at my messages to find the chicks e.mail and i think dats where he proly got the idea of dat..mm nvm sorry didnt think that thru before writing it

h- yeah like an old post before vegas..u think so? but im sure he wouldnt think her i mean cant he look at the pix i dont mess with big girls i told u unless at the club drunk lol

m- mm well i didnt think that thru cuz how wud he know wen it was.unless r profile was still public wen u wrote that u were still going lol..but thats prolly where..dork its not like he would know ur type of girl :p y no digas ke no cuz one day ill be extra big lol

h- oh! lol yes u might have jumped to conclusions on that one and it was public i only made it private recently. haha yea well he shud know since i got u..well if dat day comes and u are big ull be my sexy gordita princess :p

m- well he sure did a background check on u on fb haha..ah yes now he know u like crazy random girls. oh no babe i hope it never comes. it doesnt sound as good as just sexy princess haha

h- lmao pues no comas at night plus ull always be skinny u dont have fat in ur gene pool..fudge he sure did lol must have took him a couple of nights.dats rightbut ur the only crazy random girl i need..even if u got chubby cuz for ur size its impossible to be fat. id still make u feel sexy and beautiful about urself no matter wat dork

m- lol n its exactly wat im doing right now..and we do its all on my moms side..yeah i guess so n besides he has always been ur fan lol..aww dat was sweet.see ur always so awesome

h- lol its ok i can look past that but only make that exception for u..oh but by ur h.s pixs u cant possibly had them lol.oh yes he signed up for the fan club the day he knew i was going

m- haha well arent i so special im the exception to ur chubby rule..ohh yes my h,s days wen i was a palito lol..lol and thats how rumors start. from fb always

h- lol yes cuz by the time u get chubby but lets hope not i would have already lived many wonderful times with the current u..but i always thought that palito was a cutie if u didnt notice i was into palitos back then

m- true by that point we wud have done a million and one things..but u know wat ive always thought even if i have the guy i shud nvr let myself go. cuz ive seen it..regular girls turn big after ya andan viviendo con el guy..lol yes u and ur palitos

h- well thats good cuz yes u know ur right they gain all that extra weight during pregnancy cyz they use it as an excuse to over eat

m- well have a good night and sweet dreams. t.q.m

h- thanks night y yo tambien mucho mas

NOV 23

babe!!! im home..eeeyyy u left me allll hyper..an di gotta tell u something and also ask u sumthing

h- good glad ur home safe.u left me kinda raw..i look at him and he looks like he got beat up lmao„ i told  u that u can always come back and burn off that extra energy..sure babe hope its not bad news

m- haha wow u got me cracking up..poor fellow! i promise ill be gentle next time..i guess i just got that comf. lol„.ohh believe me i wish i cudda gone back

h- lol its ok he needed a few slaps around anyway but glad u did get comf. thats how u shud be..so wat was it that u were guna tell me

m- haha it cracks me up just thinking about it..y tu alli nomas dejandote lol.it was just so soft..lol sorry it seems like im keeping u in suspense..well uve said u done it before a whole bunch of times without it and nuthing had ever happened but as far as uve known nuthing right.. i mean im trusting u like u have no idea..cuz wen i say paranoid i mean like c wearing it the whole time which then escalated it to not wanting it

h- well hes to ur command now so do wat u like..haha that was a mean thing to do i was stressing it..like as in i got a her pregnant. no that has never happened..but im gunna lie there is a small risk of it happening even if i pull out..also smoking lowers the possibility of it happening cuz it lowers the count..just throwing a fact..but trust me id rather use one cuz believe me ur not the only one that gets paranoid. so wether he likes it or not hes guna have to get use to it

m- haa my bad..but yeah por eso im asking cuz i know theres still a chance of it happening..lol n yes ive heard it all n it still happens..after all those yrs of not doing it wit it ur paranoid now? u r sumthing else..but yeah  hes guna have to get use to it

h- lol dont worry im not trying to fool u on anything thats why im being honest wit u and trust me im not trying to pasarme de listo on anything..dont get me wrong i didnt always do it w.out one i would use one once in a while.ive always been paranoid.dont worry he will

m- yeha i believe u..and it doesnt even cross my mind dat u wud just wanna kererte pasarte de listo.pues ay esta he just needs to get use to it..all da time lol

h- lol i know babe he will eventually.well good cuz if anything im way too honest wit u haha.but dont worry i punk him for u

m- haha and dats def. a good thing..cuz u know lying only gets u so far till sumeone gets caught!..haha ah yes slap him around lmao

h- lol well dont worry im clean so i dont worry about getting caught..lol or in ur case strangle him lmao

m- haha yes babe very clean..strangle>.< pobrecito. nvr felt how soft it cud be

h- lol well g.night and happy thanksgiving.hope u n ur fam the best

m- nighty night an same to .muah.t.q.m.ke descanses

NOV 24

m- how nice tu otra novia is taking u food? lol

h-oh u silly princess but no i summoned my bro..me lo dices de seguro  le llevastes comida al otro ke tienes alli

m- see u have crazier ideas! pero no el otro is busy too :p

h- oh si busy too? thats it im guna TA u until u reveal his identity

m- haha maybe thats wat i shud do to u to get da truth out..TA u forever lol

later at night

h-u better not be at ember for dj alex lol.i got the email

m- haha me? wat so i dont end up catching u there? mmm o.O? i was guna ask  u ke me acompanes but like uve told me im only looking out for ur well being and i know u need ur rest <3

h-lol yeah right my knee is bruised if i went low that wud be the end of me and i wouldnt be able to get up again.invite me where? mmm

m- haha nowhere dork..its ladies night out..or shud i say singles night out lol

h- lol dont play wit me punk its fine if u are but are u really out?

m- haha no silly

h- haha u know i would have let it slide just cuz u said girls night out pero then again ur a sneaky one

m- wow..okay..yeah girls night out. ya whoever tags along or ends up at the same club..not my fault

h- haha bust one of those ex bfs moves ill track u down n see who tags along jk dork im not like that at least not to that extreme

m- haha good..but i think either way u seem so carefree ke it wouldnt phase u if i wud end up going with a guy friend

h- no no no dont get me wrong a guy friend i do mind..its not that im care free cuz i do care wat u get into but i dont wanna be a controlling obsessive type i mean ur a smart girl u know right from wrong so far uve made good choices ur doing a wonderful job

m- como ke te contradices a lil.but thats good..n since u said cuz im sneaky well i wud say stuff like u said just now cuz i knew i was up to no good :p

h- lol well even if i were  doing good im still bad so i cant win..but i only said that because i was only joking i hardly ever accuse u of anything to me ur as loyal as they come

m- well i havent accused u of anything its always u thinking i am. which like i always tell u its ur conscience..ur as loyal as they come? yes at least in this relationship n besides i think u know how much i like u to trust u that much

h-well before u wud but no ive been faithful..well im glad ur not that heartless..lets keep it tat way and i think well have plenty of good times for a long time

m- ah yes antes.haha ur such a punk u know that right..and yes def. for a long time..hopefully

waaay later at night

m- oh yay thats good. ya vez like always u get better wen ur not around me haha..yes busy wit my weekender -.-

h-haha no al contrario me duele mi corazon bcuz ur not here.ok corny i admit it just a lil hyper had a bit of iced coffe.u know im only playing. .dat wud be sumthing else if u had nights like those planned all two wks in advance n crap wud make u seem like  professional player..can i ask u sutmhing.does it bugg u that i dont cal u

m- haha its ok ive always liked ur cornyness..imagine? haha but no i plan my days wit u first y despues con los otros jk..babe! u know ive nvr really gave much thought to that. why does it bug u?

h- lol thats def a good thing cuz i get corny every now n then. u better be punk..well i only ask  cuz u said today that i nvr call u so it got me thinking.i mean i do miss ur voice but wen i do i just go see u instead

m- for the most part u r si no ur just being a punk haha.. i better be? haha low key ur a pro player too..so then dat means u only miss me weekdays lol..well back in da day it was always calls at nights pero despues e volvio mas calls to check up on me. but yeah weve stuck to txting ever since we met

h- lol no dork not pro but id prolly get caught up anyway so i dont think so.. no ur wrong this time babe i said ur voice but u i miss all da time dats why i txt u the days i dont see u..yeah sucks wen that happens it kills the whole communication thing. i know we did but its like i didnt know if it was like ok to call maybe ur not a fone person theres ppl like that u know

m- have u ever cheated on a gf? if one is determined they wont ever get caught up.aww how sweet of u. well yeah thats true im not usually wen it comes to talking wit new ppl..or shud i say guys..then txting just becomes a habit i asi se keda..like so..haha

h-im not guna like yes i have but only to one 3 exes ago wen i was full of lust not kool i admit..yeah but that would mean making it a full time job thats like no sleep and u know i go to bed early.yeah i know wat u mean plus txting is like the new generation of writing letters in the old days..plus it leaves out the awkward moments wen u have nuthing to say and theres silence on da fone lol

m- haha yes u love ur sleep..or at least thats wat u say ur doing jk..i dont agree with once a cheater always a cheater.but the potential is there lol..lol yeah that awkwardness and i dont really hear anyone saying i called so n so its just i txted this person y ya

h-well thats good cuz neither do i..potential? lol silly yup thats right ya vez they dont even call to say u got an interview te lo mandan por txt lol

m-good im glad u dont..haha maybe not the correct word for it but yea they know the excuses n wat works n wat doesnt..hah yup even for work now

h- lol well i get wat ur saying but i thought those things are common sense but trust me i only use my powers for good

m- common sense? well not everyone has it or more like cleaver/creative excuses..u can only use im going to study so many times..well good babe

h- well dont take it the wrong way just think a bit and ull see wat the other person is like and how to make them comf. except without the excuses but true u can only use that for so much.pero i havent told u anything like that

m- yes just putting their mind at ease.n dat whole sure just call me if u like works wonders lol. n nvr get caught if dat other person ur cheating wit knows that every once in a while ull get a call just to check up on u

h- ay traviesa see u know the ins n outs i just hope u leave my heart in one piece

m- haha dork. i told u my intentions wud nvr be to break ur heart. at least not on purpose..babe i havent been this good in so long. to tell u the truth. i dont know if i shud tell u but i actually had the opportunity to mess up like that..well twice but the first one i dont really count it cuz were still friends

h- well thats good..ohh really? so ur known to be a bad girl? well was both times wit the same person and the first time we were friends did u?

m-i guess dat came off as being known as a bad girl lol..one had just always been willing to be the other guy ive known him for a while n he comes n goes into my life. and he had wanted sumthing serious for a while pero siempre se aparecia at the wrong time. and no its 2 diff. guys..the one wen me n u were friends i had heard so much crap ke i was like eff it..if hes doing it then why cant i

h-well i nvr dug into ur past life so i wouldnt know i know u as the innocent girl i saw..oh yeah uve told me about him. do u still have feelings for him? y el otro?

m- but then i really out thought into it. cuz i was just guna act  upon that impulse. and nope i didnt

h- well im glad u used ur head cuz believe me ive been good and just like u ive had my chances but im not looking for a cheap thrill plus i had my eyes set. u already i couldnt allow myself to get distracted

m- im sure if i wudda done sumthing u wudda end up finding out. and even though we were just “friends” it wud have effed it up one way or another. i knew it! u got them girls going crazy for u. smart guy like always

h- yeah it wud have affected one way or another cud have turned into sumthing ugly or in ur case sumthing familiar thats how u make ppl psycho lol..well not exactly all that i swear i make me sound worse than wat i really was

m- hey hey thats not my fault they turn psycho on me..theyve just always had it in them..the nicest ones have the psycho tendencies so i need to be careful wit u..haha ay dork dont worry u dont make urself seem bad..its not ur fault other girls want u lol

h- hah but it seems u trigger it jk but ur right we all have it just some of learn to control it.yes very careful cuz im fragile.well want me but cant have me deal wit it

m- haha ur such a punk..sucks im their lesson learned cuz if their smart despues de una aprenden en ke no aser ..seems to me ur passed that so dats a plus..ahah ah yes very fragile ahorita si andas asi. and yes they can get in line n wait cuz im not letting u off da hook for a gooood while. bueno asta ke me puedas aguantar

h- haha but thats ok its worked in ur favor cuz ur fed up wit that type so it makes my job easier..yes def. right now i am..oh really? lol wat if i can aguatarte for a lifetime

m- yes ur job easier cuz ur the total opposite of that type. def. in every sense..well i wud be surprised if u wud be able to lol

h- haha why thank u n yeah u know im very diff. me and all my weirdness..well baby i hope u like surprises

m-n dont forget craziness/cornyness/randomness..haha i love it all..n i do love surprises ..but u know it does make it easier wen u truly like ..love sumone to put up wit them. porke wen u dont alot of wat they do gets annoying

h-lol yes all that wrapped into one sounds yummy..good and ur right it does dats why ive left a few bcuz of dat but trust me u dont have that problem nuthing u do can annoy me

m- hah u dork perfect combo..ya vez babe heart breaker..well im def. glad i dont. and my fav. responce..for now at least

h-thanks ur always flattering..not even..trust me the answer to that response u wanna hear is i do n figured u can tell but i dont wanna tell u  through text it cheapens the moment

m- u dont have to thank me silly….babe u lost me a lil..u do?  i know u do :p

h-well this while compliment thing is new to me in the past no one has told me anything like u  have because they were afraid it might go to my head lol of course i do silly well maybe wen i see u i can explain but i think u got it

m-aww well ur sexy and u know it..ur song haha..dats interesting though cuz knowing u i really doubt it wud get to ur head …yes u can explain in person..lately ive heard dat if sumthing happens to u its guna suck cuz u nvr confessed ur love to me..guess dats ur way of saying it or hinting at it

m- lol well if u think so thats all that matters but ur right it wouldnt.ideas these crazy ppl have..well i say that bcuz ive had alot of dreams about death lately so it wud suck to go without saying it

and that was it his shift was done in 15 mins and it was 6 in da morinng..knocked out!

nov 16

H: sighs i know this is dumb but i cant help but to think especially waht has happened lately u wont go cheating on me right? i know if u do u wouldnt tell me:p but just cant help it since things for me havent been going well

m: ay dont be such a dork..why da hell wud i do that? even if i didnt have that issue..that is the last of my priorities to make a relationship workk  like u say yeah its nice to do it.but geez babe i freaking like u enough to even go do sumthing dumb silly!

h: i know i should have known better than to think such thing but thanks for reassuring me even i have my doubtful moments too ur not the only one :p

m: i hope u dont go looking for a girl u have felt comf. doing it with..ayy babe ur the swetest i have everything i been looking for in a guy i love how our relationship is..i wud have to be crazier than usual to go have an adventure

h: no dont be silly im sure will get thru this..the one area i thought wud go smooth is causing the most complications lol.thanks babe likewise haha well u can get pretty crazy but i belive u

m: we shud be fine sooner than later haha..i do get a lil frustrated cuz i cant keep it UP lol thanks dork..ohh shut up only crazy wit u n for u ;P silly

h: lol thats the spirit..dont let it get u down dork its not ur fault we just have a bit of  differences even in that haha..good :)

m: aha geez talk about having tons of differences..is cuz baby ur so picky..well more like ur friend down there lo..sighs its ok though ill learn

h: im sure we will work sumthing out just gotta think dirty

m: haha freaking dork..u know im even surprised myself by doing that..seee how much im willing to do! ghaha ay ya yaii!

h: u might as well have done it si ya estabas lista..but i apreciate ur effort dork

m: lol ay babe always sumthing new wit u n me..well hun nighty night and sweet dreams ..muuah

h: yeah but i guess thats wat makes things interesting. yes def. nighty night

NOV 18

hey babe hopefully u got sum good rest y no anduvistes con la otra :p i got a good nap. my head is hurting..i hurt :( y ke crees. he did not like da fact that  i took u cuz all of a sudden now he found  my messages on fb ..n a whole bunch of other crap

h: lol u silly dork u know ur my only one..yeha i got a kool lil nap in..well glad u got sum rest..ohh poor baby..oh si well ahora mas vale ke se porte bien cuz now i know where he lives. te digo that guy is full of it. its gets worse everytime

m: yeah i better be haha..thats good babe cuz u looked tired today..lol ke no kiere problemas con mi “novio”. its funny how he quotes it. he even sent me a mesage on my messenger ke da eff i had to bring u. u ke no le gusta ke lo anden buscando cuz he knows wen he has to pay. obviously he didnt. y ke hell tell me wen i can go.umm no its on my terms! its wen i can go

h:lol i guess hes thinking its just a phase..i came so u didnt have to listen to his speeches of the same thing. and if u dont like ppl looking for u then he should pay on time its common sense well he better get use to me cuz im guna be around for a long time

m: yeah cud be that or in his words bcuz he knows u have other girls lol.well either way w.e the reason ur there wit me he really has no say in that i shouldnt bring u along. haha yeah common sense sumthing he needs to work on.. lol cada vez ke vaya its guna be a speech on why i take u..ohh n segun in 4 months hell be able to pay it all cuz dats wen hell get the money from da accident

h: lol still wit that stuff hes persistent ill give him that..yes thats right its wat u want not him lol..haha yeah cuz hes upset u gave up his hideout..tell him well since ur guna be a millionare soon tell him were taxing interest

m: wen sumone is that persistent es ke si saben algo lol..ah yes his hideout u know hes guna be watching his back now..haha yes i shud charge him my personal interest n even tripple it for all da drama haha.i shudda known he was guna become a millionare n i wud have stuck around a lil longer..haha jk jk!

h: lol no when tehre like that in this case is desperation porke no saben nada..ahh ahora menos va a kerer salir..babe ur such a gold digger :p

m: guys r creative wit their ideas thats for sure lol..se va a volver un cave man..hey better for us..haha oh yeah big time so let me hit him up asta ke his money is gone. ive always wanted a rich guy lol

h: haha yeah i guess but thats all they are just ideas. well he might if he keeps letting his facial hair grow out and maybe then he could get a job on da geico commercial lol..thats it milk it maybe hell bribe u wit a trip to florida say its for u and ur sis but instead ill go  lol

m: i guess so silly..haha it makes me think like wow depression really hit him he looks hella bummy..well not doesnt sound like a bad idea..guess ill  start on mo nday being extra nice n sweet wen i see him..being nice will literally pay off..sooooo if ur ok guess im down haha

h: yes well its ok hell survive..dont tell me ur starting to feel sorry for him?..yeah right no not kool cuz then ull give him an excuse to stick around and give him false hope

m: yeah in da end we all survive that depression mode..ut happens..u really believe i wud do dat? no way. me n u r great right now i wouldnt need him to b sticking around so  i cud hear more crazy ideas from him about u..lol just seeing if u wud agree

h: true wonder how long will it take him..haha no i know u were playing but still needed to ask..but ur right we are great right now and more fairy tales wouldnt help..u know i cant stand him why would i agree..even if he does become right hell be miserable thats the worrst feeling having all that money but hell still be lonely

m: haha i know silly but i thought maybe for a second u were a lil convinced wit da plan lol jk..yeah i bet it must suck n prolly always wonder does that person really like me for me or for my money..y como dicen el dinero se gasta it bought u happiness n everything u wanted but not that true kinda happiness

h: no -.- not even for a sec lol..yup thats right all material possesions will be lost in da end so u really waste ur money on junk u wont even have the person  u buy will turn out in madonnas wordss shell be a material girl living in a material world wen its gone so will see. but believe me i wouldnt see u even for all money in da world.btw one month down 5 more to go

m: yup u def. got that right. u wouldnt sell me u wud just give me away for free ..dat was very sweet of u to say..barely one n it seems so long lol. and 5 to go before it all goes downhill . so sad

h: nuthing is free in this world and def. not u..babe to me ur priceless..i know well better yet one officially.. >:p wat do u mean downhill dont say dat dork i actuall ylook forward to da future wit u..dont worry things wont fall apart we communicate so well that i think it can only get better

m: aww<3 ur the sweetest i love it..muuah..yes officially one..i know i know i shouldnt think like that..cuz i really do look forward to that too. as different as we are. we just connect one way or another..and i dont say this often or maybe at all .but i like u more n more every day..and true they can only get better communication n v time r def. key

h: haha thanks babe..good remember positive thinking..yes very much different cuz ur way to pretty for me but i guess this obese ugly guy can be entertaining at times :p..awe now thats the real u. trust me i feel da same way im glad u chose me out of the very few to hear stuff like this. yes def, v time/comm helped

m: haha ay dork in my personal opinion n from other ppl u dont even come close to those adj.! geez ur such a cute..sexy..good looking guy n u know it lol and then da way u carry urself its no wonder u dissapointed alot of girls wen u finally got a gf..ur crazy babe. and by da way i think da total opposite. a good looking guy wit a girl like me. well wat can i say i finally scored a cute guy lol

h: lol thanks ur very flattering..how do i carry myself exactly? u make it sound like there was a waiting list. only crazu for u hunu know that. smh w.e ur total hotness. but i gotta say we do look good together

m: well like personality wise. very respectful. nice. humble. y muy atento. many good qualities a girl looks for in a guy n i dont doubt if there was a long list lol. like i told u a guy like u is a keeper. glad the others were to blind to see that..jhaha thanks.. u know wat we actually do i totally agree to that

h: ohh ok lol well thank u that i can say is wat i inherited from my parents teachings. trust me there -.-  there wasnt not many met the requirements. well blind or not im just esctatic that u were the one wit 20 20 vision

m: y lo bueno ke uve stuck to those teachings. oh babe that i can believe cuz ur so picky. thats da only time im glad ur so picky. haha i feel so lucky. n like ive told u guys like u no ay muchos so why wud have i passed u up silly.. omg babe i been having such a headache since i got home dammit

h: yeah they were strict but i guess its good they stuck. lol well likewise theres not many girls like u that can keep a convo. and have an intellectual mi nd that doesnt revolve around jersey shore and drake weezy lol

NOV 20

We went clubbing!! da night before that it was about just saying good night n that we had a good time

h: im surprised in how much fun it can be

m: fun wat can be

h: yeah going clubbing dork that dun since i dont normally go

m: ohh glad u also have fun cuz it wud suck if u didnt like it n it felt like u were forced to go

h: yeah cuz that would suck but wit u acting crazy always makes a fun night

NOV 21

h: good morning my princess hope ur dizziness went away.. i miss u dork good luck wit ur day

m: good morning babe. aww i miss u too..noope im good now

NOV 22

h: hey babe good morning hope class went well.a nd dont forget to go to the library dork.t.q.m…well hope i can make u feel better later on and u could show me the books u got

m: well i always looks forward to seeing u and always make my days so much better <3

h: awe thanks babe at least tahts one thing we can agree on

and thats all for now :D

this is really tiring me lol..but i guess i jst need to dedicate myself for more than an hr on here.cuz im like a month or more behind and ive erased a whole bunch of them too :x

NOV 9

H: good glad ur home.sorry for the INC.

m: bad [name] nunca acaba haha its ok no worries. i know wat i get myself into once it gets started u just get da fire started n nvr put it  out

h: lol well see thats good so theres no surprises..well more like letting the flame build up like a wild fire waiting to be consumed

m: yeah even though i wouldnt mind a surprise every now n then haha..oh yes there u go but honestly i still feel a lil shy wit u wen it comes to all that

h: oh trust me wen the time  comes ill be full of surprises. trust me ur not the only one im still shy  i might not show it it as much but im just as nervous as u are on the inside

m: oh i dont doubt that. oh yes babe u def. dont show it but im surprised dat u even are

h: well i am cuz u know im self conscious about my body at time so it makes me nervous but it goes away

m: ay babe te digo u look fine. were guna work on ur body issues

h: yeah i guess so im sure ull convince me

m: besides dork ur always looking good. ok ill let u know to study

NOV 10

h: u know it anything for my dork of a princess :)

m: haha cute. one of a kind princess lol

h: one of a kind is def. right. well hopefully it dont rain dat wud suck but no matter wat rain or not ill spend it wit u even if its nomas by ur block

m: oh yes sumthing is better than nuthing

h: yes i would love to go dancing but wat i want most is just u

m: te digo babe the things u say. so much sweetness. i love it. it can always out a smile on my face

h: wel im only as sweet as u make me. but as long as i still bring a smile to ur face means im doing my part

m: of course babe u always do ur job. the sweetest bf any girl cud ask for:)

h: oh man that was a good nap. its nice to wake up to a txt like that talk about motivation :p

NOV 11

h: aye my paranoid princess yea lets cast those dreams out. ya vez its all in ur head theres no way id let sumthing dumb like that get in da way. muah

m: im telling u those crazy thoughts dont cross my mind anymore. just in dreams haha yes babe i beleive u wouldnt

h: good dork that u dont think that anymore its ok soon enough ur dreams will be nuthing but dancing in da dark

NOV 12

m:hey babe. im home. thanks for tonight i had tons of fun. ur jst so freakin awesome

…..

m: u got that right cuz u worked it on dat dance floor. yeah sadly over one drink. not even in vegas did i get a hangover lol

h: lol dat was more like u working me. its ok i dont need a drunkie of a gf who can drink more than her man. but in vegas u were a champ

m: yes def. can work u on da dance floor haha. well yes u got a point. ur just a bad influence on me my reguettoni bf :p

h: haha but i told u im guna learn to dance all that latin music so we can dance like the dirty dancing movie lol. i had a feeling u were guna call me that. but its cool call me whatever u want babe

m: now that wud be pretty cool. there at the club they teach it on fridays. im guna go n get a partner y despues te enseno :p haha did u keep ur braids? ya vez u blended right in . such a cute reguettoni

h: oh really thats cool no onder u like that club so much. oh si dat wud be an excuse just to be at the club. yeah i did havent taken them out yet. haha thanks dork its cool how u adapt to w.e style i do my hair ur very supportive u know that.muah

m: haha da only bad part es ke im guna have to make an effort n find a partner there but ur the bestest bf n i know u wouldnt mind haha. ohh cool.of course babe gotta support my bf no matter wat. wat kinda gf wud i be if i didnt

h: lol like yeah right i would let u leave on a friday night i know u wud stay and club it up. and oh yes make it sound like a drag cuando saves ke te gusta..a horrible one if u didnt but im glad that u do and to tell u the truth thats prob one of ur qualities i like the most

m: haha i know babe im jst messing wit u. aww thanks.. see i may not be the sweetest but im pretty supportive como dices it balances out

h: grr u and ur games haha..true u do balance out in one way or another plus im cool wit lil sweet burst here and there cuz in reality  i dont like things that taste too sweet i like them a bit sour and bitter or u can say full flavor cuz thats wat u are a lil bit of everything

M; haha i love how u explain things. well good im glad u like a lil bit of everything. n personally i think im getting better on dat whole sweetness thing and i dont mean just wen im tipsy haha

h: haha see maybe i shud be a writer..but yes u are right def. getting better ever since u stopped letting those stories get to u..ah yes but ur a bit more goofy wen ur tipsy tho

m: yup there u go..thats def. helped.. haha always a happy tipsy girl..speaking of dat ur a good sport just playing along i just remember at da first gas station. asking u sumthing about a hand job hahahah omg..crazy lol

h: see i told u we can get thru it..yeah glad ur not one of those sad dramatic ones. u know that was actually a bit of a shock since ur so shy about things like that but yet ur able to make jokes about it plus it was nice to hear u talk dirty once in a while def. a turn on

m: u were always so sure that we wud. haha mm i shud work on dat since i know u def. like that..the pixs r pretty cool in our outings siempre pasa algo in da beg. hasnt failed but it always turns around and ends out being a good night

h: well its just this happy feeling cant seem wrong which makes me certain of me and u.. haha that would make things interesting ;) not like we have dull moments. omg yes it does im sry mostly my part cuz of my forgetfullness but i make up for it. yeah the pixs are pretty awesome now i can look at that pretty smile wenever i want

m: mm once again ur right..haha yes very interesting.. ay dork but its ok it happens since ur getting old jk!. well like i said u sure will nvr forget ur wallet again.or as long as i remind u. aww how sweet. i like how u always have such a cheesy smile in da pixs dat we take

h: arent i always..hey ur just as old dork but yeah as long as u remind me i wont forget.. haha u know ive never smiled in pics until ive taken them wit u. i use to hate it wen i smiled in pics cuz they seemed fake until i met u

m: for the most part u are haha. its ok we all have our forgetfull moments sillyboy. yeah i know always so swerious in ur pixs. but im glad that u smile wen u take them wit me. wen i first saw ur smile im like omg im in trouble in digging the smile haha

h: haha well thats due to careful observation and thinking before i act.. i just wish i thought before i forgot sumthing. but true we all have our moments some more than others haha. yeah dont know why but always thought i looked less fat if i didnt smile lol hated having a round face but now since u like the smile i dont mind plus its hard to give a fake smile around u. really? u know ive never had anyone like my smile

m: ive alwys said ur a smart guy. haha yes there u go..ay dork en lo ke piensas about ur smile. u look good in da smiling pixs. wat? now that is hard to believe ke no one has

h: thanks u make me feel better about myself always. im not kidding the only pix i have ever smiled in other than u is my old drivers license

m: really? dats so interesting. its crazy how u can be so self conscience yet ur such a good looking guy. sum guys ive known can be so sure of themselves n they dont even come close to good looking

h: lol well i kno that im not ugly but good looking now thats flattering

m: ya vez u know ur not ugly. the first step to conceitedness lol jk. dats good tho u know it

h: lol shut up dork

NOV 13

m: come on baby :/ its ok

h: yeah thanks

m: babe en serio cheer up. i dont like seeing u beat urself up about it. look u gotta see it on da positive side. at least dats done, the first time

h: yeah u know at ur right at least its over wit wit my akwardness

m: te digo sumday well laugh about it. the first time u shud know its nvr the greatest. n if im guna be da only one for a long time. ull nvr have to worry about  that again . ay babe

h: ilol i know we will. and its been a while. but ur right i wont have to worry about that nvr again dont trip i gave him a talk and we both agree that 2morrow we start fresh and give up on any form of intoxication

m: u know wat maybe dats a good thing ke it happens like i told u u cant do one night stands..wat intoxication meaning? no more drinking. and ill keep being a trooper even if it keeps happening

h: ur a trooper from da start silly but thanks but its ok im sure hell be ok. lol ya vez so at least u wont accuse me of that..yeah i think i shold for at least till new yrs i mean i dont drink much anymore so limit it the most possible

m: lol im sure he will. oh yes one less thing to accusee u of dork. and remember communication. like ur alwys telling me ayy silly..well yeah u do keep it at a minimun. well at least wen ur wit me

h: haha yes i will it was just embarrasing so i kept it to myself but i mean there is stuff i keep to myself im open wit most things tho but like problems like that i tend to keep to myself. yeah i try to keep it only to social gatherings which i have been but i gotta give up beer tho since its cheaper  makes it easier to get

m: well i get it but im ur gf n it was sumthing dat was gunna happen sooner or later. its hard for me to say sum stuff to u like why i have those sex issues. but u know eventually itll come out. im not just any random girl. geeezz dork u gotta take ur own advice every now n then. well im sure u can do it. u have good will power

h: yeah ur right i shud be more comf. teling u these things but im sure well discuss them as they appear. thanks babe. u know its funny that u say that of willpower bcuz dats wat my elbow tattoo is suppose to represent

M; yeah babe u got a point there. oh really? dats cool.

NOV 15

H; aye knowing how he is and remember how u said he had nvr lied to u well the last time i checked wen he said hed pay u for the first time u did thos for him and didnt pay its called a lie. even if u told him u could do it on ur own he shud still give u his end. and it looks like hes guna do it again. see u shudda let me beat the crap out of him wen i had the chance lol

m: yes babe ur right it is a lie. he told me he was guna keep his side of da bargain cuz i was nice n helped him out wen he really needed it blah blah. an du know wat he was right i always trust the wrong ppl

h: aye well im guna tell u ur such a softie wit the wrong ppl al ke deberias no lo ases haha

m: u know i dont like violence..haha aww come on babe give me a lil more credit.. i am now!

h: haha yeah but i know u can get pretty violent urself..yes babe i know u are im only giving u a hard time :p

m: buuuuttt only if i get extremely mad haha..i jsut hope u nvr see that side of me.. ay u dork i shud be me giving u da hard time

h: haha i hope i dont dork or at least not at me anyways..wel hopefully u will 2morrow lol

m: i dont see how i cud possibly get mad at u..haha well i hope so

h: well good cuz then id have to tickle u to deat.

m: haha id love to see that

h: lol vas a ver

m: bring it

and it was just good night after that

h: well hopefully 2morrow

haha..wow

nov 4

me: thx. it seriously feels likemore though.damn we have a loong way to go for that 6th month.hey at least well have passed v.day lol n if anything va aser la culpa de la otra where shell finally show up :p jk. if everthing is still right now i give our relationship forever and ever

h:  well yeah cuz we started talking since vegas..around august? right? thats a good 3 going on 4.lol oh shut up dork im positive we can without a doubt

m: well about 3 months. u dont doubt it? dats how sure u are of this? past is da past but like wit ur ex u really wanted it to work. y segun  u didnt really like her. point being. u wanna make this work cuz u really want to or nomas por nomas

h: yeah im sure we have the potential for that forever and eer. well u know im glad u brought that up yes i tried because i was lonely but my feelings for u dont even compare.the way u make me feel she could never accomplish not in a million yrs. so to answer ur question i want to make it work not cuz im lonely but bcuz u swept me off my feet

m: wow great answer. well im glad ur not just doing it cuz of loneliness. yess sweep u off ur feet n have u fall madly in love wit me

h: cant prevent the inedible

m: its crazy how u can be wit sumone and think thats all theres to feeling good. but then we find someone who makes us feel so much more

h: haha yea its a trip but the credit is mostly yours cuz u set the mood

m: i set the mood?

h: yes i act the way i act bcuz u influence it by wat u say or do i told u ur actions feed me lol

m: haha yeah but wheter im mean or not ur still such a sweetheart. which is pretty surprising

h: well thats bcuz i know u dont mean it well i hope not. thanks silly

m: theres no hoping to it i nvr mean that stuff. u only deserve all dat niceness in da world. babe te digo u dont have to say thx

h: thanks dork likewise. well ur not here so i can properly thank u

and then we move on to the tarde of that day

h: haha shut up always sweet no expiration date.

m: haha u always have these cute clever lines

h: wel i like to be witty at times..hey if i dont answer back is cuz my fone died didnt charge it last night

m: excuses excuses ive used dat one before haha ok pues laters

h: shut up of course if it dont ill keep txting u im not evil like u im being honest aber where was ur niceness this time

m: haha OH M GEEEE..uggh seriously..fine here goes the nice version..dats fine babe just txt me wen ur fone goes back on dont worry about it!!

h: LMAO there goes that sarcasm i swear babe ur crazy but still adore u ya pues u know im only messing wit u

m: mm ya te la sabes. n crazy? only cuz of u!  ayy[name]!!!!

h: haha maybe i do. u always seem to twist it my way ur quite good at that

m: haha so wen it comes to argments u already know da outcome

h: yeah but i know how to pull ur sweeter side out deep down ur a softy

m: haha yeah interestingly enough u can do that

h: the funny thing is thats only possible bcuz were so different

m: yeah true n apart from that ur just to sweet to be mean to :p

h: see it pays off to be sweet tat way ur smile nvr fades

NOV 6

THIS IS DA day dat he came over and we had our “fight” i had told him i didnt wanna continue our relationship.cuz i thought to much into him really having sumone else

M: good morning.eh yeah no other choice how i love it

h: want me to come over and keep u warm

m: thanks but just stay warm

h: :( ok.everything ok tho

m: yup

h: wow now i know its a lie but ya me imagino remember ur not alone and i only ask cuz i try care about u

m: well thanks thats sweet of u

h: sighs just dont cast me aside bcuz of some rumor wat happened to being straight forward

m: ay esa consiencia..lol..dont even worry geez were fine

h: lol theres wat i needed o hear ok cuz ur happines is part of my perfect weekend cuz dallas just won but it wouldnt have meant crap if u were mad at me

……..

h: i like about our days wen we stay home and watch movies the smell u leave on my pillow i know weird but its nice wen im falling asleep makes it seem  like ur still there

m:ive always liked how ur so open wit ur feelings on everything

h: well dont get me wrong i am a man and love all manly things but i dont always feel that way and im not scared to show it plus putitng feelings into words is tough to do and thats why many avoid it

NOV 7

h: lol aye babe asta en in ur dreams ur trying to incriminate me. well dont worry ill pray so u get nicer ones

m: haha u were on ur fone then sum girl walks up n starts talking to u.so ya te puedes imaginar. in da end we ended up mad at each other

h: lol jealousy must of struck. but thank god it was just a dream cuz i def. dont need an angry princess

m: it really did. haha yeah i bet u dont. u know wat is a trip the comment u made today really struck home. i was like damn cuz i hated being in dat position and i know first hand how much it sucks. the comment sumthing like that. im being good and im still being accussed of not being good

h: theres no need to get like that babe even if its just a dream remember u control the outcome even there im all urs. oh yeah! i member while in da car its good that it made i think that way u can try to fix it but its ok im supportive even is it is slowly progressing at least were moving forward

m: lol oh si even there? good..it really did cuz i wud say that do many times ke i was like fine screw it let it be true n i gave up.but im glad ur very very to the millionth power lol patienr/supportive which is great!

h: ur welcome im only patient when i think something or sumone is that important.ur prob my last chance at true happiness so i got all the time in the world to be ur support/sweet talking dork

m: porb ur last chance. dont say stuff like dat silly. nvr give up on ur happiness. ah yes how i like that sweet talking dork. i nkow i need a nice dream with a happily ver after but then again i can just live them since i already have u ;)

h: haha well i guess ur right for once. good. como dices wow good answer thats why u swept me cuz u can be nice n warm wen u try

m: for once -.- lies! haha. seee i can be just as sweet as u. no doubt about it. mines just occasionally

h: haha im jk. yeah u can cuz thats how i met u so sweet but thats wat makes it even more special on ur part bcuz they dont come as often

m: yeah i guess so hun. but im glad ur still as sweet as i met u. prolly even sweeter

h: thanks dork well its hard work but one of us has to do it. im just glad u haent given up on me yet

m: ah yes glad u can take the hard work. give up on u? sadly i was going to. but it def. wud have been a mistake

h: well that would of sucked but i always knew u were a smart girl. im glad i can sense ur mood or else it might have been to late

m: of course silly. yeah ur pretty good at that n it prolly wud have been cuz ya vez me n my thoughts r just too much sumtimes ..bt hey didnt think one bad thing today

h: oh yes u n ur crazy thoughts. well ya vez m proud of u now thats progress

m: it happens i guess. haha yes slloowly but surely

h: g.night an sweet dreams. te quiero mucho

Oct 29

h: hah nope no yawning tonight u know im urs till sunrise ;)

m: well good cuz then u wud be in trouble..finally my turn again to have u tonight lol

h: o.o thats the last thing i need u mad at me..lol im urs any night all u have to do is ask

m: either way uve done pretty good at cheering me up..fine will do ya despues no te vayas a enfadar

h: lol well im glad dat hard work pays off as long as ur happy im good. smh u swear i miss u as soon as u leave wat makes u think ur guna enfadarme

m: u nvr know. ur such a sweetheart. i love it. well babe te dejo im heading out. muah see ya later

OCT 30

H: hey sleepyhead. well i guess its been a while. u still spending tomorrow wit me?

m: da last time ill ever wear those shoes..sure if u still want me to

h: lol yes those damn heels. not to mention keeping ur balance while u danced. of course i do why wouldnt i

m: it makes it seem as if i was drunk..but glas i didnt fall haha..i duno alomejor le toka a la otra

h: lol yeah that wud have been all bad.  i still have friends asking if u were alright dat night. i know damn well i dont have otra and i did i wouldnt of been wit u last night

m: haha best thing to do is just laugh it off. embarrasing but funny..i knooooow babe its wat u been saying..ur making me a believer haha

h: haha yes laughter is the best medicine.good its about time cuz serio it was stating to bugg me being accused all the time sucks wen ur true intentions and feelings are nuthing but pure

m: it is. i know its been like 2 months or so to actually start getting over it. half da time im only messing around. but i know it can bug

h: u know im ur pharmacists lol.i know i havent giving u a reason not to trust me so im glad were making progress u can finally start taking me serious

m: that among other things lol..watt? start taking u seriously..oh shut up dummie..si no i wud still be keeping my options open

h: lol i like the sound of that.i know i know ya pegame. i was only kidding but i do appreciate u for putting me on top of the list of ninjas waiting for a chance

m: haha yeah u know me and my long list.well i think i made a good choice in putting u on top. it all worked out

h: dats good even though they try to knock me off my perch more times that i can count but its ok ur smart choices make me happy no matter wat happens

OCT 31

H: good morning sry babe knocked out early they had me like cinderella yesterday.looking forward to seeing u today uve been gone long enough :p

we went trick or treating. he took his lil sis

m: im home now babe

h: ok glad to know ur safe home.ke descanses

m: yes sexyfreak.u really r sumthing else

h: haha why is dat

m: i assume to much about u.n then wen u tell me these things. its like wow really mm he really is quite the catch dork

h: haha yes u do!. see u shud start asking wen u wonder about me instead of putting crazy ideas in ur head

m: haha i know. no one else wud mess this relationship up but me wit those crazy ideas

h: lol well plz dont bcuz i happen to really like this one give it a chance u might too

m: haha ohh yeah i might like it too. silly i really do like it too.te digo ur just awesome

h: good cuz it wud be a shame to waste this..haha well this awesomeness is all ur doing

m: yeah it really wud be. n i remember wat u told me.to also see u as a friend n i really do sumtimes i tell u a lil too much lol. we really were just friends in da beg. and i nvr really held back in telling u stuff. so it just stuck

h: wow u actually listen to wat i say im impressed. haha dont worry thats a good thing. i dont mind i listen too.so dont start now our convos make things interesting

m: ur such a punk i listen unlike u!..hah oh yeah our convos r pretty interesting. we always have alot to talk about plus ur so easy to talk to

h: haha i listen esp. wen i have to disproof ur crazy ideas. well thats only cuz u make me feel comf. around u and u got to met me really me long hair and all lol

m: lol then dat wud be for da most part dat u have to put my crazy ideas on hold..lol yup  u know wat i like it. to me dats just u ive seen ur pretty boy pixs and i just cant picture u like dat in real life. got use to ur long. soft hair

Nov 2

m: all righty then have a good night

h: u ok hun?

m.?? yess..well i assumed ya te ivas a dormir otra vez sleepyhead. but glad ur home safe n had ur bro drive. much safer

h: ok just checking.mm te digo ya me corres..i hardly got to talk to u today sry been busy

m: te digo guilty conscience!!..its fine i know u n ur business..ive gotten use to it

h: oh? me n my business?? u make it sound like i ignore u…guilty never! faithful till i die

m: yeah let me get dramatic. i didnt even say that..haha ill take ur word for it

h: haha that sarcasm. so do i have permission to see u tomorrow or are u gunna torture me some more?

m: haha ur catching on even thru txts n only half dat was sarcastic. SMH oh well wat do u know ur not busy haha omg yeah more torture. cuz i keep u away right

h: well i wonder wat hald? oh stop dork u know i put u first over other things. plus today u needed that nap since u were tired yesterday i though id let u rest thats all i only think in ur best interest silly

m: mm..okay busy bee i believe u..and dat wasnt sarcastic at all..just incase thats wat u thought

h: good i hate wen ur mad at me. tomorrow for sure well do sumthing not just stay home

m: well i cant stay mad at u for long. all right then dork

h: bueno on that good note te dejo have a good night.te quiero muchisismo (and dat was the first time he has written it n told me)

m: :D def good. okay babe have a good night and sweet dreams

NOV 2

hey babe can u do me a favor ? pllleeaassee!?

m: mm maybe..sure babe wat is it

and it was pretty much to pick him up to go to plaza mex. and i said yeah sure i love that place and then he said n thats why ur awesome..well thanks hes a dork

NOV 4

h: hey most beautiful of them all u still awake?

m: of course stil up.how u feelling?

h: yup sure did its pretty cozy in there.lol well there u go who needs a reed bull.whh no its guna be my weekend off i rather spend it wit u than to waste it sleeping

m: haha no redbull! like i always tell u its okay babe u know u need ur sleep haha

h: i know i know dont worry ur all the adrenaline i need.. its ok ill be fine not like im gunna be in a coma or anything id still want to see u geez. wat kind of guy wud i be if i didnt spent the only weekend off the semester wit u

m: well good cuz u know dat only helps for a bit then it brings u back down. ur second half of the txt weird but i understood. wat kind? da kind dat is a punk

h: haha  si ya pues no me reganes. lol sry dumb thumbs they press da wrong keys and it auto corrects the wrong thing but see ur learning to decipher the message..hey! if anything ur the punk and im the one getting punked haha

m: aww yo nunca te regano haha. yeah weirdly enough i always get ur weird auto corrected messages.. im not always a punk only wen i feel like im getting to sweet

h: oh no nunca solamente every time i ask  for a cold treat. well thats cuz great minds think alike. i guess so pero sabes ke im learning to live wit it. anyways i like all my sweets a bit cold u know that lol

m: lol yeah ya sabes but then again i dont want u all sick. oh yeah def. they do haha cute way of putting it

h: aww see thats why i like u soooo much cuz ur always looking out for me if i were there i wud kiss u right now muuah <3..perdon if i keep interrupting u wit ur hw ill try and keep busy at work para ke no te enfade

m: always have..and thanks.love those kisses.oh si u swear like u bug me dork. i keep u company at work. keep me company this time

h: anytime babe..haha ok.,true its only fair..damn time moves fast. its already guna be a month now only 5 more to go till ur curse is over

………..ahh to be continued need to go get me some foooddd..I HUNGGGGRRRRRYYYYY